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GOD wanted me to be His personal Instrument and that demanded absolute willingness to make sacrifices, not only of me, but of my spouse and our children as well!
GOD equipped me with all that I needed to be His Instrument. He gave me, although I do not know to what extent, the feelings of JESUS’ Heart. – When this first occurred I experienced great difficulty as I felt, saw, heard and experienced the pain, suffering and joy of JESUS’ Heart.
One of the most dreadful sufferings that came into my heart was JESUS’ grief over His beloved Bride, the holy Church, which is blinded by Satan’s smoke to such an extent that JESUS is no longer able to raise a bishop in Her who could save the Church. Though there are men of good will in the Church, the current hierarchical structures are such that all attempts to effect change in the spirit of JESUS are completely hindered. The few loyal ones in the Church’s leadership believe that they do good. They do not, however, act in accordance with the Heart of JESUS. There is no more salt; no more fire in the Church of CHRIST. What, to the faithful, looks like fire, is mere paper fire which is rekindled again and again. It flares up brightly, but instantly crumbles into ashes again!
Now is the time that was foretold during which even the just could go astray, were not GOD to come to their aid. That is why GOD has chosen to send His Sword-Bishop from outside the Church. Such outside help has often been prophesied, but, as it happened when JESUS came as the Messiah to the Jewish hierarchy, the Church’s leadership of today will not acknowledge what did not pass through Her school or receive Her personal benevolence.
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